RE_LIFE_POETRY

i know i shud keep my mouth shut i know i was wrong there but shockingly things happened so fast i thought i shud say before the time last here i made things so akward and all the time you were the person who got hurt i never thought things would change in no time and so i shud keep shut and stop hoping for the things that will never get fine i understand i was never that guy whom u have dreamt for and so if u want i will stay away.. i dont want to hurt u anymore my life always desired for sacrifice of the ppl i loved and so most of them are gone i promise i wil stop loving you my dear.. plz you dont leave me here alone what i have been though  i know it will never matter you but when this dull face sees your beautiful smile  it reminds me.. i have walked 100 of miles n now it shud stop and shud have a glance to some happiness but i know things sooner or later ends and i dont wanna lose you that would be the worst thing that vl happen in my life again i come to you vd all ...

is duniya me akelapan kitna ajeeb lagta hai.. janta hu isilie tum logo ko pana.. aaj  mai apna naseeb manta hu shayad mushkile zindagi ki aur BHI mushkil hojaengi islie zindagi bhar tum logo ka sath mangta hu.. kl ke banae hue rishte.... piche tham se gae hai anjaan ho kar bhi.. hm ek dusre me band se gae hai kya chor ke aae hai.. socho to aasu aajate hai fir tumko dekhlu.. to vo sare pal ek sapna bn kr reh jate hai tumlogo ka ye zoor zoor se.. mere bekar ki batoo me hasna  mera tumlogo ki hasi ko.. apni khushi samajna  vo jb tum rote the ..tumhare aasu ko apne hato se pochna fir tumhe hasane ke liye..  mera enstien ki tareh sochna ye sare pal mai apne har pal ko banana chanta hu tumhare ek baar bulane me tumhare samne aana chata hu bs..tumhare jane se pehele tumhe itna batana chata hu ki hamara ek sath hona.. koi mamuli  baat nhi dikhta hai sbko.. ek durse ke hochuke hai hm khi na khi hm bhi knoob samajte hai ek dusre ki unkahi baato ko par shayad bhul j...