RE_LIFE_POETRY

aaj raat mujhhe nind nhi aai hai tum to kai martaba chor ke gai ho.. aur kai martaba tumhi ne thi duniya sajai hai tujhe khone se ab fark nhi padta .. bs zindagi me fir se tanhai bharaai hai yu to aksar sath hote the par akela to un vkt bhi hogaya tha jb teri vo roj roj ki safaiya sun ke.. mai roke ke sogaya tha mujhe galat sabit krne ke lie kai baate tumne fir sb ko batai hai.. fir aaj tumne aakhe khol di.. aaj fir mujhe nind nhi aai hai. yu to mai roj roj puri raat roke ..teri galtiyo ko apne aasuo se mita diya krta tha har din tere har ke gam ko ..fir se apni akho me chupa liya krta tha tujhe kisi dard ka samna ka krna pade  islie jhothi hi sahi ,ek muskan ke sath tujhe bata dia krta tha teri galtiyo ka koi avsoos nhi.. vo to insano se hoti aai hai  sab sambhal lia hai maine..bs aaj raat mujhe nind nhi aai hai aaj adhori hai ye kahani bhi kyu ki tum adhori si zindagi me aai thi kuch lambhe sath deke na jane kitni badi badi kasme khai thi aaj dur hoto kya h...

raste kafi lambe lage.. jb ghar chor ke itni door aae aaj to essa lagta hai. khi ye pal hath se na nikal jae pata nhi tha tum jese bhi meri zindagi me kbhi koi aaega jo zindagi jine ke.. sahi maine sihkaega mushkil tha maa ka hath is tarah chorna vo purani zindagi se yu muh modna aaj lagrha hai ye bhi faisla sahi tha vrna is dosti ko pana aasan to nhi tha ye 1 saal to jese pata hi nhi chala na jane kitna kuch hmne sath mil ke kra ab to meri har yaad me tum jaruri ho essi koi yaad nhi jo tumhare bina puri ho bs issi tareh sath hamesha rehena tum zindagi me kuch bhi ho.. dil ki har baat kehena tum vada hai .. har sahi galat me sath dunga tumhara tumse mil ke ek pariwar mila hai.. aur kuch nhi hai isse pyara .. aur kuch nhi hai isse pyara.

i know i shud keep my mouth shut i know i was wrong there but shockingly things happened so fast i thought i shud say before the time last here i made things so akward and all the time you were the person who got hurt i never thought things would change in no time and so i shud keep shut and stop hoping for the things that will never get fine i understand i was never that guy whom u have dreamt for and so if u want i will stay away.. i dont want to hurt u anymore my life always desired for sacrifice of the ppl i loved and so most of them are gone i promise i wil stop loving you my dear.. plz you dont leave me here alone what i have been though  i know it will never matter you but when this dull face sees your beautiful smile  it reminds me.. i have walked 100 of miles n now it shud stop and shud have a glance to some happiness but i know things sooner or later ends and i dont wanna lose you that would be the worst thing that vl happen in my life again i come to you vd all ...

is duniya me akelapan kitna ajeeb lagta hai.. janta hu isilie tum logo ko pana.. aaj  mai apna naseeb manta hu shayad mushkile zindagi ki aur BHI mushkil hojaengi islie zindagi bhar tum logo ka sath mangta hu.. kl ke banae hue rishte.... piche tham se gae hai anjaan ho kar bhi.. hm ek dusre me band se gae hai kya chor ke aae hai.. socho to aasu aajate hai fir tumko dekhlu.. to vo sare pal ek sapna bn kr reh jate hai tumlogo ka ye zoor zoor se.. mere bekar ki batoo me hasna  mera tumlogo ki hasi ko.. apni khushi samajna  vo jb tum rote the ..tumhare aasu ko apne hato se pochna fir tumhe hasane ke liye..  mera enstien ki tareh sochna ye sare pal mai apne har pal ko banana chanta hu tumhare ek baar bulane me tumhare samne aana chata hu bs..tumhare jane se pehele tumhe itna batana chata hu ki hamara ek sath hona.. koi mamuli  baat nhi dikhta hai sbko.. ek durse ke hochuke hai hm khi na khi hm bhi knoob samajte hai ek dusre ki unkahi baato ko par shayad bhul j...

उसे तो बेरहमी से मार दिया आप सबने, उसने अभी तो कदम रखा था दुनिया में, जब रब के पास थी ..उसने तो कई वादे किए थे, बोला आप सबको तो अच्छे इरादे दिए थे । फिर क्यों उसके पहनने से पहले ही.. उसके तन का कपड़ा फाड़ दिया , उसकी आंख खुलने से पहले ही.. उसे इतनी बेरहमी से मार दिया। अरे जिंदा भी होती तो क्या जीने का हक मिलता ? तुम लोगों की वजह से तो यह फूल भी छांव में खीलता। डर सेहम कर किसी तरह बड़ी तो हो जाती, मगर जिस दिन गलियों में निकलती, तुम से बचते बचते फिर कहीं खो जाती। वह यह सब किस्मत में लिखा के नहीं लाई थी, उसे तो उसकी मां ने परियों की कहानी सुनाई थी, बताना भूल गई यहां पापी पर काटने को तैयार है, इस दुनिया में तेरा जन्म लेना ही बिल्कुल बेकार  है। तुम्हारी किस्मत तुम खुद लिखो, इससे पहले कि तुम्हारी लकीर मिटा दी  उन्ने, जो दर्द जुबान से निकालना भी नहीं जानती थी... उसी में इज्जत लुटा दी तुमने, अरे मां ....यही है वह तेरे चहीते, अगर तू भी होती....तो तेरे साथ भी ऐसा ही होने देते। कैसे कोई माफ करदे ऐसे पापो को, घर-घर पर बैठे आस्तीन के सांपे को। सजा-ए-मौत...

hey stranger.. from where the hell you are? how do u love me staying so far? i don't know what i am for you but trust me.. you seems me more true.. i dreamt of just one close by i wished i could have that single guy Someone who will become my life changer but i don’t know how come it's you stranger mine people ditched me whenever i was in need all their promises were made to attain greed my love somewhere made my people numb i think it's me who actually ruined them i have done nothing for you stranger why you want yourself in danger trust me i am of no more use to anyone i have been used a lot .. i m done i don’t want it but please stay away let me be in dark ..this is your day i wish you get everything i was detained of all love and happiness that no one can stop ..!                                ...

Phases of life are not easy to explain every single second people do change nothing is stable when your comfort is at risk you changed this world like it would never fix your life is not just meant for you strangers are the people whom ones you knew you reaped the earth for your petty needs just to look rich with some twitter tweets worst thing is now you are alone people you loved once have also gone next to you there stands your shadow look at that who trashes all your glow this is the basic that shows your reality stop this show of life in duality being human is never so tough just your care and some love with some respect to every stuff would lead you to the world i thought world with equality where no one is god no haters and supporters of fraud where people with disabilities never feel odd world like this is not hard to make its just time people should wake ..!!